promotion contd..

Mr ashraf of alapuzha absconded. His loan was collateraly secured. But it was closed by his family and the deeds were reelased. But he had taken money from six others who availed the loans and this is now NPA.
SBT had about 700 crores of NPA under this scheme. But Mr Kishore Babu charge sheeted only me. Mrs shanta of Pazhaveedu branch also had done lot of irregularities including clearing a housing loan cheque drawn fvg her son in law through her own account and the housing loan was availed from her branch. Mr kishore babu gave her clean chit and 99 marks in her CR.
So my enquiry is going on and orders have not yet been given. In between due to the good marks given by Mr Viswanathan i was in the zone of selection (320 persons).
How should i feel like? If i am selected it will be kept in a sealed cover. and if i am punished they will just tear off this cover..GMO who has to take the decision is in the Board..
CGM and GM knows me because of my AFI and SBI audit liaising and arranging ACE/ACB meetings.
Had i not been in the enquiry i had a fair chance of promotion. But now ...
This is where i dont know why God is not coming in..Some quote the Geetha..that all is for the good. Some feel sorry for my fate..Again some say that these are the action of Poorvikars (the souls).

Then i have to be happy..Mr.George Thomas, the first candidate and the senior most III, was not given promotion becuase, he was involved in a CBI case ( abil discounting case where he was a BM and not a party to it) which is running for more than 15 years and Bank could not give promotion and he can be placed in a higher post if exonerated by CBI.

and even when i did not have any memo i was not selected in earlier years..Because, the controller did not give 90 marks..

poor parameswaran or poor padmaja who wanted me to go high in career..or poorer children who cannot say my father is ....in a high post..